To my darling belovedI've thought about the scars.To my darling beloved by ~pswdplz
How i would look back and have to blame myself for it.
I've thought about the risk of it taking away my life, but wanting it to happen.
I've thought of the position it would put you in, but at that time, i didnt think straight and thought that you wouldn't love me enough to help me stop the terrorfying memories and past that still haunt me. Soon enough i realised you cared for me, and you give me more than enough love i could ever ask for. You would do anything for me.
The scars, in a way, are a good thing.
They show my battles and can tell my stories. They show that i am brave. I am strong.
It gives me relief from the bad things that i cause. It feels like a big weight has been lifted off my chest.
I hate to admit it, but i took you for granted and only now i realise i have more than i've ever had.
Forgive me. Though the pieces may take a while to recover, i still might be able to fix it. I'll try to find the perfect missing piece. For you.
My greatest pl